rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, October 31
-6:04 PM
HEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEY kapos readin my bloooog.......
show with what nicey top i bout....I LOVEEEEEEEEE LACY stuff!
i bought it cos theres........
B.U.T.T.E.R.F.L.Y!
FINALLY!
im sorry. my photoshop skill is really bad.im still learning. yea? and i dont have the time to do until so neat. =) later still gotta copy homework from sharon. hahhaa. SORRY! today wet your paper.
today will be the last tuition for JESTON CHUA JIA JUN. that naughty boy better sit dwn and listen to me tonight.tmr's his chinese paper.the mom wants extra hour.goodness,JESTON YOU BETTER LISTEN TO ME HOR!
today's tuition im gonna take picss of him,video him doin his work. HAAH hes v cute.chubby chubby. LALLALalalalAALLALALa wait and seeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEeeee
I LOVE BEING IN THE SAME CLASS AS TIFFANY!
we talk bout all kinda stuff.we laugh our heads off when we tease bout people.HAHHAHAH he also likes usg this bag,this pen, this skirt, this chair and most imptly he likes girls using N70......
byee...im off to tuition.
andrew, you shld cool it and have a nice talk again.
Monday, October 30
-10:25 PM
if you think youre APPEALING ENOUGH?
BRING IT ON!
-10:58 AM
lie for all i care.
im just gonna take what you say.
im not gonna ask anymore questions.
cos youre jus gonna lie your way thru.
continue the heck attitude of meetin ups for all i care too.
im not gonna make the first move anymore.
its actually equals to not asking.
theres many things i dont like bout you.
MANY MANYwaitg for myself to feel numb towards to you.yea,its bout there.
Thursday, October 26
-11:22 AM
here to blog. working was rather tiring thou its jus 4 hours yesterday.
i dont understand why people blog until so detailed.
ill do the same too.
woke up at 826am before that tiff msgged me to meet her at 9.went to bathe,after bathg received another msgged from tiff again sayg meet at 905 instead.waited for bro for awhile since hes headg to the bus stop too. we took less then 70 steps to reach the bus stop i guess. =) waited for bus no. 53 but 62 came first,i took it and meet tiff at her bus stop so we can talk talk talk talk. not long 53 came we went up,i scanned my card,look for a seat.it was the green ones. not long we alighted to go for bus 72.as usual i scanned my card wen i got up saw kelly.HAHAHA she looked very serious. so i walked up to her and say' kelly,cool it. you look really firece' but no reaction from her. CRAZY. maybe body numb already then cant hear me. hahhaa.
COMPO!
goodness. those blogger got nothing better to do.
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no.
share w all of youuuuuuuuuuuu what i do in sch everyday. =D
oh boring again. the internet cant load pics.
business communication now. hes teaching us how to talk and do = treating us like fools
and my class mates enjoy listening to him and answerign his question.
LMAO
oh, plus his stupid expression.
I TAKE PICSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Tuesday, October 24
-12:08 AM
HE WENT MISSING.
.
Monday, October 23
-12:27 AM
goodnight earthlings! of cos, not you.to me,youre dead.to you, im dead too alright?fair and very square.password soon.
-12:10 AM
FUCK. are you indirectly telling me im being kapo to call you and text you cos im being nice enough to check how are you doin?FUCK YOU. you make me sick in my arse.ya..go to your sis not me.ill rmb that damn message you sent me.fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyouFUCK YOU fuckfuckfuckFUCK YOU I SWEAR.im not being mean to add on to your problem.BUT HELL, you did this to me. ill be your listening ear and all you need. WHATEVER.someone just dont appreciate.others will.
Sunday, October 22
-1:25 PM
what do you seeeeeee.when brother and me cant sleep.
-12:11 PM
walking walking walking walking walikng walikng walking
Saturday, October 21
-10:40 PM
alright.since im so so free todae. NOW, let me talk bout some of my friends.
(comes together with pic.bouns. ha,LMAO)
shes hui shan. i think shes pretty.her messy hair i like,her nice firgure i like,her pretty face i like too.
my clique.
sze yee and me. shes the cutest. i LOVEEE her dimple,her smile and her reaction at times.
you will be laughg at her reaction rather then what happened.
germaine and me. SHE ARH. ...
wenhui says 'maine,come we take pic'
maine says: 'later later.'
the very first time i ask she said that. i believe her. guess what. she told me the same thg over and over again ON THE SAME DAY. result: we didnt have a pic together. anyway, yea both of us can go shoppign . amoung the girls.i guess we are the vainvain ones. HAHAH cos we will be changg our nail colours and design EVERYTIME. and WE LOVE GREEEEEN.
another pic with her.sharon and me.
sharon is the most most hardworking girl in our clique i must say... BUT shes weird cos shes very very emotional, i was rather speechless and shocked when i first see her singing with so much expession and feelings. she frigtened me. aiyoooo.
oh.oh one more..shes very caring but sometimes over caring. OPS. hehee
violet and me
HAHAHA. this girl attracts alot of guy. our class guys will be always talking to her ( not because shes bitchy or what) but according to the boys,shes very nice to bully. =)) shes funny in her own ways. and and, known as 'after sch not our friend anymore' because very automatic for that,for sure. =D
wendy and me.
hie wendy. you better come sch often.we did badly for last sem. she pisses me off whenever she doesnt come to sch and start askign me bout timetable,homework,notes.. ill forgive.cos im..ANGEL. once in a while shes funny. oh.....i dont know why she wears jacket under the hot,buring sun .she doesnt go out with us. why huh?
shu fang and me
always gets shoot by me or maine. poor girl. haha so her trademark will be talk talk talk then suddenly say some word softly. why? cos shes afraid she might say somethg wrong then kanna shoot by us. HAHHAA very funny girl.
things we in common: we loveee taking pics.
-9:54 PM
better start sittg up straight and all. no more hunching. was shocked when i look at this pic.EWWWWWWWWWWWW.you used to tell me how sweet and how pretty im.
i was your princess.
this show is so so nice larh.sweet parents.all time fav gonna watch it again later tonight.
-4:45 PM
many much plenty to blog. dont know where to start. not gonna blog bout you today. no worries.message to you: happy birthdae to you first.. cant msg you cos i've. f.o.r.g.o.t.t.e.n your number when i woke up this morning.SAD CASE.
Thursday, October 19
-10:29 PM
still not used to the morning wake ups.
ill sleep once i reach home from sch everyday.
its only the 4th day and got two presentations to do already.
still in holiday mood.
no tian mi mi after tuition today.
your dad's there. its dangerous to be there.
trust trust trust trust trust trust. never betray it yea?
gonna have much earlier night.
goodnight to you you you you and you.
-11:24 AM
andrew fang yao sheng!
Tuesday, October 17
-11:00 PM
THERE. maine's spec and me. someone reads my blog.date me out on saturday larh!
-11:29 AM
having slang slang business communication lesson. now. his slaaaaaannnnng so S.E.X.Y....................................i dont understand why. and why and why why and so whywhywhywhy got 3 hours break.so waste of time. can gooo home and slp larh lorh hor huh.wenhui : ee so hazeymaine: we are at genting nowthe only thing missing is the freezing cold atmosphere. =)maine made a new spec.its D&G. rich huh. sooo NICE larh. will load the pic when i get home. byeee.
Monday, October 16
-8:21 PM
teachers are all changed. i prefer mr quek SOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo much compared to the mr hell william? we called me CHUNKY today. fucking hell all thanks to that IDIOTIC MORON ESMOND. thank you heh. your reward will be my attitude towards dude!why must they seperate the ten of us and mix with other classes leh? put it in a word cos 'we are the better ones' huh? dont entertain us can.timetable is so like in a messy. im always being seperated with my clique. elective diffierent (thank god.got tiff there =D) and IAC also diff. what the hell.what the hell. the hell the hell. the hell.im off to do my timetable.lovelove hugs hugs muack muacks and byebye to everyone.
Friday, October 13
-5:27 PM
clubbing's fun.
BUT,
not when you find out something's wrong with your heels.
my fav's goneeeeeeeeeeeeee
heels kinda turn me off now.
-1:04 PM
thanks jonas for the dinner. its yummybut im sorry for the later part of the night. wah lau...mos is sucha turn off when we reached there. the damn Q is all the way to the taxi stand.see how singaporean are so kaisu when they got their free entries. anway. thanks to andrea's fren who got us in less tha 15mins. went dwn jus cos i wanna to meet up w her. but most of the time she was w her firends, i was w mine. another time then.as usual, free entry and you tend to see more familar faces there.we saw each other.im not so slutty to do those dirty dances to get hooked.
he's my fren so i dont mind it for the fun of it dude. JIMMY was so cute. hahah yea. he's nice,humours and caring.didnt except to meet him there and a couple of times on the dance floor. 'eh, my turn already not?' =Dafterall, guys you know in clubs are BASTARD,JERKS AND DAMN FLIRT yea?the music was very loud. me and bell suffering from the 'eeeeeeeeee' thingy in our ears.very uncomfortable.OH and the last.-e--e--! i saw him ytd! eee,youre so unfrenly. bell ask you coem dwn you dont want. but still see you there.i want to sleep more leh.............................but cant close my eyes.TIMMY TIM TIM.
Thursday, October 12
-3:16 PM
i kept this rose.but i cant keep you.the first and last rose from you.
-1:25 AM
i dont know what to say.but i know what to do.give me one mth and i hope by then, thgs will be fine and overcomed for me. just like the one mth you left for thaiyou shldnt have contacted me.things and life will be much earlier for you and me;i believe.we needa go thru the pain and misery days to feel the imporantance of each other.sch's gonna start soon.goodness imnot ready for it.this semester gonna work doubly hard.i did damn lousy larh. how stupid i can within those few mths of hols.plan everything well.why does people like miss kose love to bring people dwn? eww a BIMBO.'harlow,good afternoon zhu-ouk management.'this is how ah lain speaks. MISS KOSE?i enjoy taking pics. capturing my enjoyable moments.i know why i never take pics with you. beacause we never have enjoyabel moments..haha rubbish.head is killing me. i tink i got brain damaged.ANYONE STILL WANTS ME? ill give you a kisssss for loving me. =D worthy?
kinda sleepy already.
Wednesday, October 11
-9:56 PM
Trust
trust /trʌst/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[truhst] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation,
–noun
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.
-Once trust is beign betrayed i have got no idea how youre gonna earn it back.
Responsibility
re‧spon‧si‧bil‧i‧ty /rɪˌspɒnsəˈbɪlɪti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-spon-suh-bil-i-tee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun, plural -ties.
1.
the state or fact of being responsible.
2.
an instance of being responsible: The responsibility for this mess is yours!
3.
a particular burden of obligation upon one who is responsible: the responsibilities of authority.
it's just important too.
bye,not feeling too good.
-1:32 AM
it's so nice to be cycled home on the fast ride bicycle. so windy. so sweet. hahahAHAHHA i love it.more to come,will you?im so afraid to let go.
might not get it back again. NEVER
HELP.
illmissyouforsure.
goodnight earthlings.
Tuesday, October 10
-12:14 PM
its always you. you. YOU. always make me feel so dumb and stupid. IDIOT.you put in effort to meet me please dont ask me to meet up with you PLEASE.i hope i can really turn you off one dae,somedae, ADAY,so..................i can lead my life you can lead yours too. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im feeling so lousy now. again and AGAINif you think im so difficult to please. goodness youre lousy.whatever now.
yesterday slpt late. (guess was plain dumb to be excited)was chattg with tiff. both of us were1) bitching bout people2) taking bout r/s3) bitching bout people in wlny4) reading someone's blogthe most fun part was the bitchg bout in wlny. hahaa you meet all kinds of people.those that cant get guys to drop them a msg will gotta take some sexy sexy body part to gain pervert's attention.. 'PLEASE MSG ME PLEASEEEE' hehe
*shes like much more fool compared to me. smiles smilessmiles.BYE to rot my body.
-12:56 AM
**N**T* PLEASE COME THIS THURSDAY. comecomecomeeee.........
Monday, October 9
-11:44 PM
congrat me! passed my BTT *smiles.....
to :jiejie and mummy
next time i drive, both of you sit beside me take pics.
*smiles..
Sunday, October 8
-4:46 PM
gardens to chill with bell. liquid kitchen's really a nice plc to relax.
many handsome boys there too. even the waiter with the tight tight jeans.
shes enjoying the fattening choc fundue. was relly yummy.
Saturday, October 7
-11:50 PM
'so niceee. todae can take a LLOONNGG WARRM BATHE COS IT'S SAT.' saturday? goodness me. i forgotten got extra chineses lesson and its 12pm,lesson suppose to be at 11am. rushed out the toilet and get changed. was wondering why the maid never call and remind me. ans: COS SHE FORGOTTEN BOUT IT TOO. hahaha. funny. went for dinner.i was wondering who will standing beside me when the day comes. someone.so disappointed.maybe hes happy now cos im feeling like that.
-11:50 PM
Thursday, October 5
-10:52 PM
jurong swimmin complex is just a fake www. tried one of the sildes only,cos didnt wanna rent the float,played the wave thingy. OVERALL: ok lorh.blouse nicer you know? BUT veron's too skinny to fit in. HEEEE. GGGIINNAA was so brave to walk up to the pervert larh. its was nice aruging with him.EWEWEWEWEWWEWWW PERVERT.
Tuesday, October 3
-1:25 PM
IM BACK TO NORMAL.tips number 1: drink lots of water. as in you drink and drink non-stop.tips number 2: talk lesser.cant think of any already. byee off to shopping!
-12:32 AM
woke up with the most unwanted feeling ever. my throat was so so uncomfortable.feels like something is stuck inside. eEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEE. tried to vomit to get rid of it. haha FUN
met des. that boy so sick larh. nowadays keep giving me attitude shit.ask him out is equal to asking a dog to dance. DES'S A SICKCO. hahaa.lucky he doesnt know i got a blog yet. SMILES.
have been flooding myself with water.PLAIN WATER.
good girl wenhui. goodnight.
Sunday, October 1
-11:04 PM
1) clubbing is so so so unfair to girls. i find get hooked girls are cheap. noo,maybe for the fun of it? cos dancing alone is way way too boring. 2) why why pretty girls(not refering to myself,alright.)
tend to meet jerks? and UGLY, BORING, FAT AND PLAIN girls meet handsome? or at least a boyfriend who treats them really good?OHNO!GONNADIESOON.
-3:37 PM
WOOOOOOOOOO! congrat to bell the babe! keep working hard for the next round and many rounds of the contest. ill date you for gym session one fineeeeeeee dae. =) mos was funny with yen keng, nat and the rest's comany ,it would be great if i got a dance partner. jealous.jealous. WHOS OUR HERO? ****** =)
bye. im off to bed.