Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

CHUAwenhui.
i LOVE BUTTERFLIES because they fly freely everywhere. so sweet so colourful,unlike birds.big and ugly.i decorate my room with sweet butterflies above my bed, my make up table,door and mirrors. HAHAHA i like greeen too.
treat me nice and i wont bite. step on my tail ill make you hell.dont go against me. but i love the arguments.WELCOME

-10:23 AM

OH NO! today's another cold freezing strong wind day.
can jus die with such condition chattg in an open air ytd night
freeze and die.

thanks to sharon's mom,i got my dress fitted nicely on me. my fav mango tube too!
thanks you aunty!!
ill rather you accpet my money and ill bully sharon. HEEE

brb. maine teachg me some stuff.


-11:19 PM

forgotten a pic!

salES was good today!
i hit my individual target.
1.3k plus 5 luggage bag.
met alot of my customer's son.they are handsome.
a mom even asked how old im. oh pls, do i look despo for your son?
LALalal

damn! got burn jus now by a hot pot of noddle which my maid jus cooked. PAINFULLLLLllllllllll! im so sad.noone loves me!


-11:37 PM

many pics tonight;i promise!
talk bout driving first.
andrew goes to the loo. do i look liek a toilet bowl?
hehehe anyway, good also. THEN I CAN T

AKE PICS.

THERE YOU GOOOOOOOOOooooooooo

-----------------------------THE END-----------------------
it feels like im away with you for a mth? when its actually a week only.
i dotn how know you feel.


-1:10 PM

work.
AHhhhhhhhh! serive star again! for the mth of jan. im sure tiff's proud of me. transfered to ogmain which is at chinatown for 2weeks.good and bad.
good: got CNY atmosphere. which ill love it alot alot.
bad: if ill be back to prg

school.
had my banking result back. FUCK,i failed. oh well, retest lorh.
accountg also another hopeless one.
BCM? lucky its base on english only. im fine with that.

LIFE.
driving later! cool,gonna ask andrew if can drive to maine's plc and pass her her one sided shoes. HA. sometimes i feel why im driving for.
oh pls,i dont wanna be close to you. soooo please auto alil.
hopefully,liqi will make me forget bout you fast. *smiles. hes a sweet guy ok.
erm erm erm tts all i guess.
no. got my fringe cut. look kidish according to sharon. whatever im still young what. =))
ytd got 6 red red tees frm giordona. WOOOOoooooo. so cute can. hahaha mom didnt know ill take it seriously.
tts bout it lovelies!
outta my house.


-11:15 PM

clubbing anyone?


-9:39 PM

today had the most insteresting fried dumpling we had.
us: aunty we wanna eat
aunty: how many? too lil we dont sell one
us with reaction: HUH?!

actually maine already told us bout the attitude tts why we went dwn and took a look. HAHAH was funny. yeaa. and was real yummy and the tom yam soup! seafood were very fresh. very cheap tooo.

so tired now. i find my eyes very ugly.

when i start and learn to trust you. you took this chance again. now that you got your dad's car, good for you. FLIRT.


-5:51 PM

pleaseee.pretty please i wana load pics. can already can already. SMILES.

GEORGINA PHUA SHU-EN.loooong to meet you dear.

current finager and toe nails now. i have nice and new design for cny! wait and see!!

-9:23 AM

while waitg for our pretty tiff to doll herself up,do some blogg. somethg got me not motivated to shop for cny clothes .maybe due to some i only wore once.not that they are ugly okkk..im off now!


-11:19 PM

today's sales was good. thou was jus me and alisa.joy(alil)
we talked many things.
the guys chasin her,her daughter
oh god. having kids at such a young age its so insteresting larh.
i want kids too!haha.

on my way back home lots of things was running thru my mind.
and got me so tired now.really.
missed my stop,took a cab instead. ran thru my mind again.forgotten to ask uncle to turn left.
everythg jus went overshot.

everythg's so fast.
when i feel so happy with you,like a princess.
feels like the next min its gone.
because after awhile you stopped.
workign at giordano 3mths in days time
everyone's growing up
going overseas for studies,a better live.
be year2 soon.
another CNY its here
gonna be FEB

nights.


-11:35 PM

have i not been a good girlfriend?
have i not change and be more reasonable?
have i not try to make this r/s work better?
have i not tried being understanding?
have i not try to undertstand you?

i guess i know you too well.
i guess i tot you will be fine with me.




-9:23 PM




-8:40 PM

thursday is banking exam.
tiff and i are taking it so lightly. shes out with her bf. im still lazyg around on my bed.
HA. we know nuts bout banking larh. its all about memorising all the wordies.
ptx had their papers today. so can relax already.

fuck larh. today's drving suxs like backside. my instructor's not that good i feel. when i make a wrong mistake. he doesnt correct me right away. remarks on me only alil bit. its like im jus borrowing that damn lousy car from him. WHATEVER.

i wanna go out! i wanna wear nice nice pretty to go out.
and
I CANT WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR.
ITS MY FAV CELEBRATION!
i love family gatherings!
i love my nieces and nephew.
i swear ill take plenty pics of them and with them.
they are wayyy so CUTEEEEeeeeee.*my sweets.
meltiger was talking bout malays can wear all the same for their new year costume why chinese cant. make sense. im gonn amake my family to wear almost the same. maybe same colour? ERMMMmmmmmm. maybe get somethg the same as mummy? jiejie and bro and daddy will wear somethg similar? lalalALALAala WAIT AND SEEeeeeeee

i feel good in sch. my classmates so sweet to me.
-my lovely clique will update me all the hot HOT news in class
-mr chong will come up sarcastic shit 'we miss your voice' oh thanks, mr ang mo.
-classmates askign how am i.
*everyone loves me.
alright. i feel thhick skinneed. anyway,its confident.

the disgustg tasting medicine from the doc is doin nothing to my cough can.
on my way to sch i coughed like gonna die on the bus anytime.
during a/c lesson cough until i gotta getta of class incase i spread the gems.
the funniest part when i said this during lunch 'after eatg this plate of chicken,hope i can cough till i die.' =)

im off to do my things.incase i dotn have the motivation to study then confirm DIE.


-8:38 PM




-8:31 PM

DAMN. i cant load pics with this lappy.
=(
my finger nails are so colourful now.
lalalLALAlaALLA


-12:13 PM


this was the dress i bought with bel tt day. nice and sweet yea? BECAUSE ITS ON ME WHAT. hehehh *ilove.


-4:47 PM

woohooo! im better now. dad brought me to the doc in the morning.
being a girl, i eat my lunch fast fast and took my medicine right away.
body react to the med rather fast and slpt for........2hours(i guess.aroudn there larh)
i hate taking med at times makes my body feel so weak,numb and jelly. i can hardly walk or move my body.
tmr's another mc day for me. will be a good girl to stay at home.(like i have a choice) =))

why blogger is not accecptg pic? i gotta pretty pretty ones to load leh.selfish shit,JUST LIKE YOU.

we see many married couple on the street.i wonder iszit easy to find your the other half OR can they really turst one another and what they do to earn that damn important in the r/s. i wanna get married too. i wanna wear that B-E-A-U-TI-FUL WHITE PURE wedding gown.i wanna spend my day and night with someone i dearly love.hugg me to slp everynight.take care of me when my body breaks dwn. WOOOO~ so sweet larh.


-7:53 PM

oh god. i feel sucky now.
was dismissed earlier (much earlier) for work today.
too many staff and maybe cos i wasnt feeling too good. noo. im feeling very bad.
bad cough and flu.
where are you when im sick? still say you wanna be my boyfriend.
BULLSHIT LARH.

shall take away my password. need tiff or maine's help.
my eye's super small compared to normal eyes i had.
i cough until i teared twice. SIGH.


youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling youre my fling ok? yea? agreeded.im young, i can afford to play with you if you want. since you cant get serious in a r/s.youre waitg your time.ill make you crave for me. =))
sometimes when i wanna msg you, i gotta tink twice. as if msgg you is somethg diff. im stuck with you baby.

bloodbro got this handsome (ok, maybe not handsome but cute) guy.hes a waiter. i guess today his shift was to be outside(thank goodness.can see him what!). but im very afraid hes a GAY. because hes chen hanwei's friend and you know you know hes a GAY. his body is well built.jus like gays,like body to be sooo nice? so ya. OH HELL.

later gotta copy homework. actually im kinda lazy. maybe jus change sharon's name to mine. iszit fine my dear?

blogger's really crazy. i cant load all my beautiful pics.



-12:59 PM

hie my angels! miss sch today.miss me manymany? (thou its jus a day)
my head's pain.oh god, i cant drink. not even alil.anyway anyway, i dont like alchohol
i promise myself later today when my head gets better ill study alot alot since i missed sch today. paper its jus next week.and my accounts its like half half,so dead meat.

i wann add song in my blog again!
tiff tiff!: free ride to sch tmr!
i haven been to ladies' night at mos. lisi and tiff's respon was boring.
who wants to go with me?
oh, i miss having you in club.

did some shopping with bel yesterday,ytd.
2 tops,a dress and a heels. didnt spend much.
but none was for chinese new year.cos all were black. =))


-5:27 PM




-11:02 PM

so fun and cOol.blogg frM psp Now.but is kinda trouBlesome.whatevever.its fun c an alreAdy.
seems like you are Doing real fine with your life Now.


-5:08 PM

i lost my watch.
i dont feel anythg.
maybe because i have already lost something/someone who's/which's much more important to me.
so,a watch is nothing to me.
anway, not as bad as how much bel has lost. OPSY.

sch's normal as ever.dont wanna blog much. rest now.


-10:09 PM

share something:@work
today this lil boy saw our play area with lots of toys,he got very excited. he was standing outside bloodbros(opposite giordanojunior) next,he ran straight and hit our glass door.his forehead got banged.a very loud one. he didnt know theres a piece glAss there and tts not the entrance.cried until very badly. so i be the mighty one.ran over to give him ballon and sweets then invited him into the shop and play. he smiles again.
-theend-


sleep early. tmr working. but mornign shift. happyhappy rady for a yummy dinner tmr. sometimes i feel like gettg back because i cant stand the days w/o you. other thinking: i shld jsu let you feel hows the feeling of losign me.but if i levae you,you get back your player life.and when i wanan get back, ill be in trouble again. oh noooo. whatever it is. i cant decide now. ill jus stay as it is. will you stop readg my blog?i missyou i missyou imissyou i missyou imissyouimissyouso much i was doin alotof things back on my way home today. tot of the very nice very nice times we had. stayed over at your plc. like as thou tts our house. out together,laughing and teasing people. share our points of view on stuffs. everythg everythg not sure if these memories gonna be back.



i wish your bf is mine.(i know i sound bitch like that. hee) tt style and attitude,the character. am i a very not nice girl? why i dont have my the other half so nice to me?maybe hes nice. not to my extend. maybe im askign too much. but i tot he will do tt for me. oh well, dotn force things.wont get any better.shall rest now.



-11:44 PM

oh god. i never been so bored for so so logn before. all thanks to ANDREW POON YAOSHENG. suppose to have a nice and yummy supper with eugene. but i cancelled jus because i tot we would be fucking meetg up. look! whos being the dumb one again AND AGAIN. so andrew, dont ever date me out again.
-i dotn wana blog more bout you.anger me to death-

bored.i guess i need a boyfriend soon. someone whom i can trust(of cos),someone i can be with all the time, he will always puts me top of list (below his family i dont mind). thats my dreamboy. =))

BORED.i want time to be faster. i wan to work now. cos im so so bored.new blusher and eyeliner and mascara to apply for work tmr. *happyhappy lil things make me contented.


-6:36 PM




-5:05 PM

went shoppign with tiff before gog for chalet. 2new sets of bra again! update.update.
white and pure.




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sze yee very cute when she wears her spec. she looks like a mouse,a childhood stories charater. i guess its MOUSE MUTHU?
sharon says: the last time violet wasnt with us. this time is germaine.
SZE YEE,SHU FANG,SHARON AND I RULE ONLY.

reached home,bathe,online while then..........................

sleeps sleeps. ill sleep all my sorrows away if i can.

MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE.view and dont add if you dont know me

TIFFANY.

MAINE.never miss out again!

BELL

SERI

TANGY.my old sch friend! *LOVES.

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